Change

I've been thinking a lot lately about change. How do I feel about change? What do I believe about change? How would I go about making a change? Am I capable of change?

These are all really difficult questions for me to answer. I'm not a great person for change. I don't usually react well to it. I am usually terrified and upset by change. It makes me nervous and edgy and afraid. The interesting thing, for me, about this whole topic is that I'm not really sure why I react this way. I've never experienced a traumatic change in my life that I am aware of. Maybe it's just how I'm wired...

The thing is, lately I've been feeling like it's time to make some changes in my life. I've spent a lot of years wondering if I'd ever figure out what I want to be when I grow up and I think I might be starting to formulate the answer to that question. There have been things in my life that I've been holding on to and maybe it's time to let them go. Am I capable of change? I guess I'll just have to give it a try and see how it all turns out.